This song is based off of something Paul said (1 Timothy 1:15-16). Paul...the apostle! A servant of God. The worst of sinners? How? Why?
I find that I like to compare myself to people to make myself feel better about my problems. "Oh! well at least i haven't done THAT!" When I read/heard that Paul called himself the worst of sinners, that really hit me.
I would rather sit and make rules to follow, then have a relationship with God?
I would rather sit and judge people (who are actually doing things the right way) so i can feel better about MY sin, than die to myself so i can REALLY be alive?
The church takes PRIDE in their comparisons to the world.
I believe that there is freedom in realizing that you are the worst of sinners, and it's a SUCKY reality!
My prayer is what the bridge says, and my hope is that you make it yours.
If you have any questions about the song, recording, mix, etc. email me at
micahjosiah@ymail.com (not yahoo).